Joycelyn

Six Hundred and Ninety, So This Is Goodbye

2010-05-27T10:58:00.004+08:00

"They've got nothing on you, babyyyy.
Nothing on you..."

Chao, conscious being.

Holidays are here...

We'll leave.
They cannot force us to stop.
They can put us in costumes.
They can splat on useless makeup.
They can dress us up for the final rehearsal.
Then...
We will march away.
Through the jungles with our fancy suits and bow ties.
They'll see the dirt beneath our fingernails, and know where we've been.

Don't try to control other people's lives. We're not robots.

Give me something to believe in, cause I don't believe in you anymore, anymore...

Overseas.

"So this is goodbye."

Six Hundred and Eighty-Nine, Images

2010-05-26T22:41:00.000+08:00

Six Hundred and Eighty-Eight, Image

2010-05-26T21:58:00.002+08:00

Six Hundred and Seventy-Nine, Hugs

2010-05-26T21:56:00.001+08:00

Six Hundred and Eighty-Seven, Moments

2010-05-26T20:37:00.002+08:00

We all have our moments.

Six Hundred and Eighty-Six, Image

2010-05-26T19:21:00.003+08:00

Funny.

Six Hundred and Eighty-Five, Looking For I Don't Know What

2010-05-26T19:08:00.003+08:00

We stared intently, looking for I don't know what. But there was nothing to see, just groups of jovial people, hurrying from one place to another in the cold evening.

Six Hundred and Eighty-Four, No Joints

2010-05-26T19:05:00.004+08:00

Hello reader,

They're both so good.

Love the way Harry Shum Jr dances. He has no joints, his dance is crazy... and really nice.

Six Hundred and Eighty-Three, Great Team

2010-05-26T19:00:00.003+08:00

Dear reader dear,

They make a great team.

Six Hundred and Eighty-Two, Body Spray

2010-05-25T23:24:00.001+08:00

Dear reader,
I really dislike those people who spray so much deodorant.

Six Hundred and Eighty-One, Burn Notice and White Collar

2010-05-25T23:22:00.001+08:00

Six Hundred and Eighty, Selfish Game

2010-05-25T23:15:00.000+08:00

Dear reader,

I want to be a spy, but it means that you cannot trust anyone at all.

Not even the ones that you work with. You may have the best team mates in the world, those that give their word that they will give their life for you. You may have the best gadgets too. But people will disappoint and technology will fail one fine day. Time and again, your continued survival boils down to you, what you did, how you react.

In the end, surviving is a selfish game.

Take the lonely road, break up.

Bye, for now.

Six Hundred and Seventy-Nine, Image

2010-05-25T23:10:00.001+08:00

Six Hundred and Seventy-Eight, Personification

2010-05-25T23:04:00.002+08:00

Personification.

You are non-existent.

Six Hundred and Seventy-Seven, Disgusting Jackson

2010-05-25T23:00:00.004+08:00

My dear reader,

Jackson saw this and posted it like ten thousand times. He's so disgusting.

Six Hundred and Seventy-Six, Image

2010-05-25T22:59:00.000+08:00

Six Hundred and Seventy-Four, Issues

2010-05-25T22:31:00.003+08:00

Hello reader,

I have serious issues with my self esteem.

I am constantly

Thinking

Wondering

Planning

Hoping

Fearing

You matter too much, we need a break.

Six Hundred and Seventy-Three, Your Species

2010-05-25T22:19:00.002+08:00

I'm starting to hate a majority of your species.

Brown eyes.

Six Hundred and Seventy-Two, I Want You To

2010-05-25T22:10:00.003+08:00

You can ask me anything, I want you to.

You can ask me what I meant when I said that?

How I felt?

Ask me if I'm pissed at you?

Just shoot me the question straight.

Ask me who I'm directing this post to.

Ask me if I'm lying?

Ask me if I cried?

Just ask me why am I so artificial and weird.

Ask me why I'm smiling?

Why am I mad at someone?

You can tell me anything too, I want you to.

Tell me that you're angry.

That you felt that I was too much.

Tell me if you're happy too.

Tell me you find me boring.

Just tell me if you hate me, and the reason why.

Tell me about your dreams.

Your favourite television series.

Ask me anything.

If it's private, I'll tell you. I won't make a story

If it's not, I'll tell you an honest answer.

Tell me anything.

If it's positive, I'll love to hear it.

If it's not, I'll love to hear it still.

Btw, don't mind me if I ask you if you're pissed with me.

And don't get even madder. Just tell me why.

Don't get mad if I tell you something you don't want to hear.

Kisses and stars.

We'll blow the bubbles away, and clear the sky.

So there.

Six Hundred and Seventy-One, Broken World

2010-05-25T22:00:00.002+08:00

We are all creatures of this broken world.

Six Hundred and Sixty-Nine, Storms We Cannot Weather

2010-05-23T16:09:00.005+08:00

But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they tear your hope apart
And they turn your dream to shame

He slept a summer by my side
He filled my days with endless wonder
He took my childhood in his stride
But he was gone when autumn came

And still I dream he'll come to me
That we will live the years together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms we cannot weather

- I Dreamed A Dream

Six Hundred and Sixty-Eight, Hilarious

2010-05-23T14:11:00.001+08:00

Hilarious.

Six Hundred and Sixty-Seven, Gave It All Away

2010-05-23T14:02:00.003+08:00

But I gave it all away

Six Hundred and Sixty-Six, Images

2010-05-23T13:59:00.002+08:00

Six Hundred and Sixty-Five, Acting Like

2010-05-23T13:40:00.003+08:00

Stop acting like you know me so well!

Six Hundred and Sixty-Four, Images

2010-05-23T13:03:00.002+08:00

Six Hundred and Sixty-Three, Presumed To Exist

2010-05-23T12:59:00.002+08:00

No more things should be presumed to exist than are absolutely necessary.

Which means a murder victim is usually killed by someone known to them and fairies are made out of paper and you can't talk to someone who is dead.

Six Hundred and Sixty-Two, Images

2010-05-23T12:46:00.002+08:00

Six Hundred and Sixty-One, Mr Schuster's Hilarious Face

2010-05-19T22:59:00.003+08:00

Dear reader,

I love Mr Schuster's face. Hilarious.

He looks like he's from a cartoon.

Six Hundred and Sixty, Say All You Want

2010-05-19T22:53:00.000+08:00

You can say all you want that you don't care.

Six Hundred and FIfty-Nine, Fortune Tellers

2010-05-19T22:32:00.002+08:00

"I'm just wondering why fortune tellers and psychics need to ask for your name." -MG.

Six Hundred and Fifty-Eight, You Disgusting

2010-05-19T22:10:00.003+08:00

Mike Chang finds you disgusting. HAHA.

So there, bye.

Six Hundred and Fifty-Seven, Amazing

2010-05-19T22:07:00.001+08:00

Dear reader,

Nearly cried watching this. It's so amazing.

Six Hundred and Fifty-Six, Mike Chang Dancing

2010-05-19T21:37:00.005+08:00

I love Mike Chang dancing. And all the other Glee cast too!

Six Hundred and Fifty-Five, Mike Chang

2010-05-19T21:33:00.007+08:00

Dear reader,

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Harry Sum Jr aka Mike Chang of Glee is in this!

He's so good!

The LXD: Moments

2010-05-19T19:07:00.006+08:00

hey j, hope you'll see this. don't get angry at me for logging in and posting here. talk to me soon. please?

Six Hundred and Fifty-Four, Leave Me Alone

2010-05-16T10:14:00.012+08:00

LMA

Six Hundred and Fifty-Three, Image

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Six Hundred and Fifty-Two, Images

2010-05-16T10:08:00.002+08:00

Six Hundred and Fifty-One, Images

2010-05-16T10:07:00.001+08:00

Six Hundred and Fifty, Most Memorable

2010-05-16T10:06:00.000+08:00

The most memorable people in your life will be the ones who loved you when you weren’t very lovable.

Six Hundred and Forty-Nine, Image

2010-05-16T10:04:00.000+08:00

Six Hundred and Forty-Eight, Images

2010-05-16T09:57:00.000+08:00

Six Hundred and Forty-Seven, She Dances

2010-05-16T09:36:00.001+08:00

Skirt swaying in the half-light
She dances
White blossom in the black sky

I need new clothes, she thinks.
New skin, a mind I can bear to live in

- She Dances

Six Hundred and Forty-Six, Baby Blues

2010-05-12T15:27:00.002+08:00

Six Hundred and Forty-Five, Non Sequitur

2010-05-12T15:26:00.003+08:00

Six Hundred and Forty-Four, Image

2010-05-12T14:44:00.001+08:00

Six Hundred and Forty-Three, Who Matters More

2010-05-12T14:17:00.003+08:00

Dear reader,

I think I spend too much time to the computer looking at other people's wonderful works, learning so much with just a few clicks around, viewing peeks into other people lives through their pictures and their blogs, that I neglect the people who are around me.

People whom I know, people that I should be caring for, people who I should put as top priority, people whose lives I am in and not just viewing peeks of.

Do we all do that?

Or is it just me?

Maybe it's just me. I don't know.

Okay. It's just me.

Official going to stop surfing for today and maybe tomorrow, or the day after too.

Bye, hugs and kisses. So there.

Till the next post.

Who matters more?

Six Hundred and Forty-Two, I'm Happy For Him Too

2010-05-12T14:07:00.002+08:00

Dear reader,

Bet my brother would be really happy when he sees that I've send 81 000 gold (MouseHunt on Facebook) to him.

Oh, well. I'm happy for him too.

Six Hundred and Forty-One, A Calendar

2010-05-12T14:01:00.010+08:00

Spanish designer Oscar Diaz has designed a calendar that uses the capillary action of ink spreading across paper to display the date.

From his webpage:

"Ink Calendar" make use the timed pace of the ink spreading on the paper to indicate time.The ink is absorbed slowly, and the numbers in the calendar are "printed" daily. One a day, they are filled with ink until the end of the month. A calendar self-updated, which enhances the perception of time passing and not only signaling it.

The ink colors are based on a spectrum, which relate to a “color temperature scale”, each month having a color related to our perception of the whether on that month. The colors range from dark blue in December to, three shades of green in spring or oranges, red in the summer.

The scale for measuring the “color temperature” that I have used is a standard called ‘D65’ and corresponds roughly to a midday sun in Western / Northern Europe.

The "Ink Calendar" was developed for “Gradual “, an exhibition featuring works, which were evolving during the exhibition time at the London Design Festival 2007.

This is really so good. I think the world has really interesting people who have insanely creative minds.

Six Hundred and Forty, One Tree Hill

2010-05-12T13:57:00.002+08:00

“At this moment, there are six billion, four hundred seventy million, eight hundred eighteen thousand, six hundred seventy one people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just not facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world, six billion souls. And sometimes all you need is one.” - One Tree Hill

I love One Tree Hill.

Six Hundred and Thirty-Nine, Perfect Numbers

2010-05-12T13:26:00.008+08:00

Dear reader,

I got very interested in perfect numbers after learning about them today on the web, although I'm supposed to get interested in Hilter and Stalin because I have my History paper tomorrow, but never mind.

This is more interesting.

The first four prime numbers are: 6, 28, 496 and 8128. These first four perfect numbers were the only ones known to early Greek mathematics.
Euclid discovered that the first four perfect numbers are generated by the formula
2^p−1(2^p − 1), with p a prime number:
for p = 2: 2^2-1(2² − 1) = 6
for p = 3: 2^3-1(2³− 1) = 28
for p = 5: 2^5-1(2⁵ − 1) = 496
for p = 7: 2^7-1(2⁷ − 1) = 8128.

The first 39 even perfect numbers are for 2^p−1(2^p − 1):
p = 2, 3, 5, 7, 13, 17, 19, 31, 61, 89, 107, 127, 521, 607, 1279, 2203, 2281, 3217, 4253, 4423, 9689, 9941, 11213, 19937, 21701, 23209, 44497, 86243, 110503, 132049, 216091, 756839, 859433, 1257787, 1398269, 2976221, 3021377, 6972593, 13466917
The reciprocals of the divisors of a perfect number must add up to 2:
For 6, we have 1 / 6 + 1 / 3 + 1 / 2 + 1 / 1 = 2;
For 28, we have 1 / 28 + 1 / 14 + 1 / 7 + 1 / 4 + 1 / 2 + 1 / 1 = 2, etc.

Gosh, this is so amazing.

I think God is so amazing.

Six Hundred and Thirty-Eight, Food For Thought

2010-05-12T12:50:00.003+08:00

Dear reader,

Food for thought:

Venus is the only planet that rotates clockwise.

Women blink nearly twice as much as men.

TYPEWRITER is the longest word that can be made using the letters only on one row of the keyboard.

A perfect number is a number whose divisors add up to itself such as 28: 1+2+4+7+14=28

Six Hundred and Thirty-Seven, Images

2010-05-12T12:40:00.002+08:00

Six Hundred and Thirty-Six, Not So Funny

2010-05-12T11:51:00.003+08:00

I want to talk to you whenever something funny happens. But I remember you don't care. Okay, then it's not so funny anymore. Our relationship is so... ? I don't know.

Kiss, kiss, bye.

Six Hundred and Thirty-Five, You Had Said You Would Never Lose

2010-05-12T11:43:00.005+08:00

You said you would never lose.

You said you would never lose.

You said you would never lose.

You said you would never lose.

You said you would never lose.

You said you would never lose.

You said you would never lose.

Six Hundred and Thirty-Four, Allandale House

2010-05-12T11:18:00.002+08:00

Allandale House, an asymmetrical two-story A-frame home by William O’Brien Jr., independent architect and Asst Prof of Architecture at the MIT School of Architecture and Planning.

I love this house so much.

Six Hundred and Thirty-Three, Image

2010-05-12T10:38:00.001+08:00

Six Hundred and Thirty-Two, Compartmentalize

2010-05-11T22:44:00.003+08:00

"I have a tremendous ability to compartmentalize my emotions. Some people call it denial, but I think it's a skill to be able to put unpleasant things out of your head for a little while in order to accomplish some thing else." -Ridley Jones, Silver of Truth by Lisa Unger

Six Hundred and Thirty-One, Benjamin, Benjamin

2010-05-11T21:34:00.005+08:00

Dear reader,

As much as I like Benjamin, as much as I think that he's funny and handsome and kind, (better not say too much, it may get to his head), and I really think that he and my cousin are a good pair, I can't help him talk to my cousin. He has to do it himself.

Ben, Ben, Ben. It's your fault this time, really.

Man up, and apologize to her. Hiding away isn't going to get you nowhere. And asking me to help you isn't too.

You should just give her a card or something. I know you are funny and all, but don't try to make it a joke or make light of it, because you've use it too many times. It gets old. And please do it fast! Or else she'll keep pestering me to go out with her because you both are not on talking terms.

Hello, you two are like adults being babies.

Bet you want to strangle me now for posting this for the world to see.

"xoxo, you know you love me." HAHA.

If you try, I'll help, deal?

Don't worry, she wouldn't see this.

I think!

Six Hundred and Thirty, Images

2010-05-11T21:22:00.003+08:00

I love cycling.

Six HUndred and Twenty-Nine, Jealousy

2010-05-11T21:21:00.001+08:00

Jealousy is a disease, I hope you get well soon.

Six Hundred and Twenty-Eight, I Can't Sleep Because

2010-05-10T19:38:00.003+08:00

Dear reader,

Complete the sentence:

I can't sleep because...

I can't sleep because there is chocolate cake in the fridge.

Six Hundred and Twenty-Seven, Image

2010-05-10T19:37:00.000+08:00

Six Hundred and Twenty-Six, Death

2010-05-10T19:23:00.002+08:00

Dear reader,

Are you afraid of death?

Imagine that if a person's spirit has already left the body, but the body is still alive.

It's so scary to know that a person you may recognize externally may be all but the person you know, if his or her mind had been brainwashed. It's so dangerous, that if your memories are all lost, and all your lessons learnt through experience are gone, you are just an empty shell.

It's what's inside, what's inside! So even if you change bodies or something, people who really know you would most probably recognize your character within someone else's body. Though it may be a little weird, thinking about it.

Death is so scary.

It's not like someone going away, or ignoring you, it's someone who has disappeared forever and ever and ever and ever and ever. And you're not going to see them ever again.

Does it scares you?

It scares me.

Six Hundred and twenty-Five, Movie With Me

2010-05-10T19:21:00.000+08:00

Hello dear, watch a movie with me?

Six Hundred and Twenty-Four, I Love My Beard

2010-05-10T19:19:00.003+08:00

Hello reader,

I know I've posted this before but I love it so much, I'd post it again!

Six Hundred and Twenty-Three, Image

2010-05-10T19:17:00.000+08:00

Six Hundred and Twenty-Two, Season Three Of Burn Notice

2010-05-10T18:55:00.003+08:00

Dear reader,

I am torn between being happy and sad right now because I have finished watching Season Two of Burn Notice! I can't wait for Season Three to be here.

And they are currently filming Season Four! Yay! I am a happy girl! I can't wait.

We watch shows, we watch movies
We live in someone else live for an hour or so
Nothing around us matter for that hour or so

Six Hundred and Twenty-One, Found My Phone

2010-05-10T15:59:00.002+08:00

Oh, yes, dear reader,

I found my phone!

Six Hundred and Twenty, Image

2010-05-10T15:57:00.000+08:00

Six Hundred and Nineteen, Loving Humans

2010-05-10T15:53:00.003+08:00

Dear reader,

This is the start of the many hours of silence.

I don't want it either. But we all have pride.

I am such a selfish loser.

I don't want to cry, I don't want to get hurt. And in the process of protecting myself, I hurt others.

Loving humans, so there.

Six Hundred and Eighteen, Image

2010-05-10T15:44:00.000+08:00

Six Hundred and Seventeen, Image

2010-05-10T15:17:00.002+08:00

Six Hundred and Sixteen, Image

2010-05-09T16:31:00.000+08:00

Six Hundred and Fifteen, Image

2010-05-09T16:30:00.001+08:00

Six Hundred and Fourteen, Images

2010-05-09T16:20:00.001+08:00

Six Hundred and Thirteen, Images

2010-05-09T16:00:00.002+08:00

Six Hundred and Twelve, Fly

2010-05-09T15:35:00.002+08:00

Watch me, I can fly.

Six Hundred and Eleven, Image

2010-05-09T15:22:00.000+08:00

Six Hundred and Ten , Fear The Most

2010-05-09T15:21:00.003+08:00

The places you have come to fear the most.

SIx Hundred and Nine, Text Like This

2010-05-09T15:09:00.010+08:00

makeitrighttt said: "I threw my phone too! Its not my fault though; somebody sent me a TeXtt LykkE ThiiS$ aNd tHaTT piiS$$3d m33 0ff !!! D:<

HAHAH!

Six Hundred and Eight, This Is Not Your Hotel

2010-05-09T14:28:00.002+08:00

Dear reader,

I am so angry.

Ask her not to come back.

This is not her hotel. She doesn't just leave when she wants to.

I will slap you.

Six Hundred and Seven, Threw My Phone Away

2010-05-08T11:49:00.001+08:00

Dear reader,

I think I accidentally threw my phone away.

Oops! HAHA.

Oh, well.

Six Hundred and Six, This Sunny Day Came Just For You

2010-05-08T11:44:00.002+08:00

"You’re all smiles and silly conversation
As if this sunny day came just for you."

Six Hundred and Five, Confused

2010-05-08T11:37:00.001+08:00

You are forever confused.

Six Hundred and Four, Image

2010-05-08T10:51:00.001+08:00

Six Hundred and Three, A Spy

2010-05-08T10:50:00.001+08:00

"My name is Michael Western, and I used to be a spy."

Six Hundred and Two, What He Wants, What I Wanted

2010-05-07T23:57:00.002+08:00

Dear reader,

If he continues this way, he most probably would get what he wants.

Today is a happy day because I finally did what I'd wanted to do for years.

Six Hundred and One, Fell Down

2010-05-07T23:52:00.001+08:00

We fell down so many times; the city is yours.

Six Hundred, Start With The Truth

2010-05-07T15:01:00.002+08:00

Post SIX HUNDRED.

"I don't know what you want me to tell you, Agent Benford."

"Let's start with the truth."

Five Hundred and Ninety-Nine, Image

2010-05-06T22:17:00.000+08:00

Five Hundred and Ninety-Eight, First Impressions

2010-05-05T20:07:00.002+08:00

Dear reader,

First impressions are...

Five Hundred and Ninety-Seven, Ever Your Friend

2010-05-05T20:06:00.001+08:00

Help me see again why was I ever your friend.

Five Hundred and Ninety-Six, A Traveler's Pair of Shoes

2010-05-05T20:01:00.003+08:00

Hello reader,

Have you wondered what it would be like to be a traveler's pair of shoes. You'll be torn and tattered, worn and dirty. But you get to see the whole world!

Do you think it's worth it?

Work hard, dear.

So there, till the next post.

Five Hundred and Ninety-Five, Blog All Day

2010-05-05T19:56:00.001+08:00

Dear reader,

If I could post all, post all day, I would.

Five Hundred and Ninety-Four, Image

2010-05-05T05:11:00.000+08:00

Five Hundred and Ninety-Three, Images

2010-05-04T18:11:00.000+08:00

Five Hundred and Ninety-Two, Not That Sad

2010-05-04T18:10:00.002+08:00

Maybe it's sad that now these are memories.

Or maybe it's not that sad.

Five Hundred and Ninety-One, No More

2010-05-03T22:27:00.002+08:00

I have no more confidence.

Zero.

Na-da.

Blank.